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[vagrantbitch]

what i want in a boyfriend.

i want someone who will joke around with me, someone who will be dorky and a goober. someone who thinks that im the cutest when im being silly.

i want someone who will go on walks with me on a pretty day.

i want someone who will lay with me on cushy grass, maybe just take a nap on a lawn somewhere.

i want someone who will dance all dorky with me and not give a shit what people think.

i want someone taller than me, someone whos somewhat fit and healthy. i want someone who doesnt smoke but who cant keep up with my drinking.

i want someone whos not afraid of a gay bar. who will get on the dance floor and shake his ass with me and the rest of the gay boys. who will willing put a dollar in a drag queens thong.

i want someone who will teach me things about books and music and people. i want someone whos a trivia nerd like myself.

i want someone who perfers watching oeta/pbs over any other channel, who retains information and refers to it at awkward times. who thinks the discovery channels, tlc, and the history channel are a godsent.

i want someone whose not afraid to give me a kiss in public or to hold my hand, but who has enough sense to not mal me in public.

i want someone who is tall dark and handsome, seriously.

i want someone with some sort of talent, musically, artistically, something. i need something to thrive from.

i want someone whose good in bed. i want someone who gets to the point, and shows me whats up.

i want someone who will make me lunch, dinner, and breakfast in the morning.

i want someone who tells me that i look cute, even if i think i look like shit.

i want someone who supports me in everything. even if i freak out and become unconsolable (cause it happens) i want someone who will just let me let it out and not tell me that i need to calm down.

i want someone who lets me think for myself, but will give me guidance and advice when i ask for it.

i want someone who is semi-religious, who believes in something, but is not consumed by it. i want a guy who will not tell me what to believe, but let me learn for myself.

i want someone worldly. someone whose been places and seen things, and experienced life for what it truly is.

i want someone who will backpack through switzerland with me. and who will wait on me without being pissy about it, when i need to stop a take a breather.

i want someone who will play frisbee with me, or catch, or anything.

i want someone who will take me to gardens and pick flowers for me.

i want someone who likes to do it in the mornings. bad breath and all.

i want someone who will buy me food and take me on dates, real dates.

i want someone who will send me flowers when i dont feel well, who will come and sit and watch movies with me when im sick.

i want someone who will hold my hand if im nervous about something.

i want someone who will play games like nipple tag with me.

i want someone who will introduce me to new people with new ideas and new passions.

i want someone who if im crying so hard that snot is just running down my face will lend me his shirt sleeve to wipe my face on.

i want someone who will get all dressed up because he knows hes gonna see me.

i want someone to suprise me.

i want someone who is dominant, but nowhere outside of the bedroom.

i want someone who loves me for me, and all my insecurties and issues.

i want someone who will not try to understand or fix me, but lets me feel and think the way i do, and just let me run with it.

i want someone who when i say "i want to sell everything and live on a beach in tahiti" says, "when do we leave?"

i want someone who makes me get all dressed up to just go have pizza at his house or something random.

i want someone who is random. who makes me laugh even if its at his own expense, because i strive to make people laugh, even if its at my expense.

i want a guy who thinks im absolutely adorable when i freak out at shows because i love a band so much.

i want someone to appreciate me.

i want someone who isnt perfect, but is perfect for me.

i want someone with an odd quirk.

i want someone who will go salsa dancing with me, who will sing kareokee for me.

i want someone to write me letters, real snail mail letters, so that im suprised when i recieve one in the mail.

i want someone who gets along with all my friends, because my friends are my family and that are oh so important to me.

i want someone who isnt freaked out by my family. who takes their bluntness in stride.

i want someone who just cant help but smile when im smiling.

are these things too much to ask for?