we walked all this way only to trip and fall on our final step...
Do you ever feel kind of detatched from reality? Too much big picture bullshit can make you forget to live in the here and the now. I havent been sleeping well at all, this week has been pretty big. I really need this weekend a lot. I try so hard but sometimes its hard to be optomistic about the future. Everything is just too cloudy right now. Sometime I feel so lost that I wish someone or something would just come along and say "hey, heres the answer to your life", but I guess I have to figure it out on my own. I wish I knew...