I hate studying sometimes.
It's just...boring, and it's tiresome when I'm stuck in bed like this. The doctor said it should just be another day or so though, and I'll be able to go outside and "play" again. Like I'm a kid or something. I may be young, but I'm not that young!
Maybe if I keep this stupid studying up while I'm in bed I can get out quicker and go..do...something.
I'm so bored...
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I had that dream again...I was running through the slums and that blonde hair...it turned blackish...and then everything hurt. I woke up and I was crying, and my chest was still hurting!
The doctor says they're just fever dreams, and not to pay attention...
It feels like I'm being punished for something I did wrong...is that why I'm sick all the time? It seems like it's a monthly occurrence these days to be stuck here in bed for a night or two...
I hate this...
But whatever. It never lasts...