re: yesterday
Today was a much better day than yesterday, I'm still having severe financial trouble, but I feel that I have more of a handle on it now as opposed to before. I feel better, not good, but better. It hit me today that I am utterly horrible at budgeting my money. I don't even try to because I have always felt it was stupid. I believe in living my life for the moment not practicality, and that practicality is boring. I still believe that, but that ends up kicking your butt in the long run, or in my case by the 15th of every month when I realize I have no money. I only checked my checking accountg twice a month, at the beginning when I get paid, and at the end when I run out of funds. I had a really good friend give me some help as well as some excellent advice, and she helped me without any questions asked. I really thank her for that. I'm so busy trying to be fucking Superwoman all the time, that I never really stop to ask someone for help when needed, so I guess I learned my lesson today.