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It's warm again and it keeps reminding me of when we first met July 4th weekend. We drove the streets of your hometown to escape the heat with the windows down, music loud, and we sang along. Just the way I like it. I couldn't believe the way you made me feel. When I got hopelessly lost, just talking to you made me feel so calm. I'll never forget you walking up to my car and embracing me for the first time. My face hurt from smiling and laughing so much that first night.
You've woken me from this dark slumber I've been stumbling around in for years. Sometimes depression extends its gnarled hand and pulls me back into the darkness, but you're always there. Even though we're 150 miles apart, you're always there for me. You've changed me, helped me find myself again, and for that I could never thank you enough. You know my darkest secrets and you never judge me. You support and encourage me in everything I do, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.
It still astounds me how much alike we are and have been, as if we were two branches growing parallel and now we're intertwining. For the first time in many years, I feel like I'm not alone. I can't wait until we can leave all this bullshit behind and be together. We'll figure it all out. Together we can do anything.
Happy (early) birthday my love, my heart, my best friend. I love you.
You've woken me from this dark slumber I've been stumbling around in for years. Sometimes depression extends its gnarled hand and pulls me back into the darkness, but you're always there. Even though we're 150 miles apart, you're always there for me. You've changed me, helped me find myself again, and for that I could never thank you enough. You know my darkest secrets and you never judge me. You support and encourage me in everything I do, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.
It still astounds me how much alike we are and have been, as if we were two branches growing parallel and now we're intertwining. For the first time in many years, I feel like I'm not alone. I can't wait until we can leave all this bullshit behind and be together. We'll figure it all out. Together we can do anything.
Happy (early) birthday my love, my heart, my best friend. I love you.