day 15: stranded with this bitch called home
i would warn that there might be "too much information" underneath, but i don't think you'd expect any less, amirite?
this morning the oddest thing happened. for the past week or so i've been expecting my period and everytime i've been all gross and sweaty i've been paranoid that i was really bleeding all over the place. but i kind of knew that i wasn't. i'm just scarred from a middle school [and once in high school] situation, so i'm overcautious. anyway, i rolled over at about 8:30 this morning and just knew that i was bleeding. and i was. like, i felt it the moment i began to bleed. of course, the best part of this story is that i didn't wake up at 4 am wanting to die and unable to breathe. this is much nicer. if every month were like this my uterus an di would be great friends. anyway.
went back to sleep for an hour and then got up to gather my shit.
went into the dining room and found my rose looking quite sad. but looking very much like a cunt, amirite?
walk to my dad's house so i could check my email and find out exactly where i was meeting caitlyn for lunch. took a short bath, left. when i got downtown i had to figure out what bus would take me to belmont shores.
waiting for the bus, took pics.
caitlyn in her big bad truck lol. she's such a G.
she dropped me at the beach, so i could fulfill mina's request. =) and also autumn's, although all of my pics technically fulfill that one haha.
and i took a long as walk. i swear it was like 2 miles lol. but it was good for me. the depression didn't really set in since i was so busy not being in reality.
i'm too lazy to fuck with the colors. my camera wasn't that good at capturing this scene. i should have used a different setting.
i couldn't for the life of me get a good pic of them. they didn't seem that far away though...
yes, those are oil drills in the distance.
that 'island' is oil drills in disguise. i love long beach.
boats!
went home.
went back out.
what i stare at as i wait for the bus. i hate this bus stop, solely for the amount of times i've had to sit there and be subjected to so much shit.
outside the gay and lesbian center.
yellow is for fries.
the cute boy with the implant emailed me back, and complimented my email address. i should hit on him but there's a multitude of reasons i won't even try. i'm so incredibly weak.
in other news my mom is taking my shopping tomorrow for my birthday, since i won't be here the 29th.
i'm going to lay down and possibly write. i hope you're all well. <3
this morning the oddest thing happened. for the past week or so i've been expecting my period and everytime i've been all gross and sweaty i've been paranoid that i was really bleeding all over the place. but i kind of knew that i wasn't. i'm just scarred from a middle school [and once in high school] situation, so i'm overcautious. anyway, i rolled over at about 8:30 this morning and just knew that i was bleeding. and i was. like, i felt it the moment i began to bleed. of course, the best part of this story is that i didn't wake up at 4 am wanting to die and unable to breathe. this is much nicer. if every month were like this my uterus an di would be great friends. anyway.
went back to sleep for an hour and then got up to gather my shit.
went into the dining room and found my rose looking quite sad. but looking very much like a cunt, amirite?
walk to my dad's house so i could check my email and find out exactly where i was meeting caitlyn for lunch. took a short bath, left. when i got downtown i had to figure out what bus would take me to belmont shores.
waiting for the bus, took pics.
caitlyn in her big bad truck lol. she's such a G.
she dropped me at the beach, so i could fulfill mina's request. =) and also autumn's, although all of my pics technically fulfill that one haha.
and i took a long as walk. i swear it was like 2 miles lol. but it was good for me. the depression didn't really set in since i was so busy not being in reality.
i'm too lazy to fuck with the colors. my camera wasn't that good at capturing this scene. i should have used a different setting.
i couldn't for the life of me get a good pic of them. they didn't seem that far away though...
yes, those are oil drills in the distance.
that 'island' is oil drills in disguise. i love long beach.
boats!
went home.
went back out.
what i stare at as i wait for the bus. i hate this bus stop, solely for the amount of times i've had to sit there and be subjected to so much shit.
outside the gay and lesbian center.
yellow is for fries.
the cute boy with the implant emailed me back, and complimented my email address. i should hit on him but there's a multitude of reasons i won't even try. i'm so incredibly weak.
in other news my mom is taking my shopping tomorrow for my birthday, since i won't be here the 29th.
i'm going to lay down and possibly write. i hope you're all well. <3