IT'S ALL WRONG BUT I CHOSE THIS PATH!!
I don't know what to do with my life! Like how worse could it get!?! Today or actually last night... well... Sunday night I let everything off my chest. And to tell you the truth everything changed completly. But i hate that now that I opened up now they see why I am how I am. Why I don't like people. OMGosh first I get kicked out. Then I come back and tell my parents everything. Then they pity me!?! What bullshit. Then I get into problems with my Oldest brother which is fine because I hate him anyway. But then fuckin' "someone" had to start problems with me too!?! What the hell I'm goin' to murder her!! well not really but OMGosh she doesn't realize the shit she did! Plus she's mad jealous because now I have a life and she doesn't! What a moron! To tell you the truth today I opened my eyes! and no longer will I be made a fool! I will let go of those who have hurt me or someone important to me. Although it will be hard to let go of those I love I know I have to do it. And I will! I don't need people to survive.
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard