BAD or GOOD day?
I'm tired of this shit!! Today sucked but didn't! Like all this shit is happening all of a sudden. My eyes are no wide open and I see people for who they are. I'm hearing so much shit about everyone that's TRUE!! Oh man I just learned something that just seemed to surprise me but didn't. But he's an asshole so it is believable. Like he has the perfect life and he definatly took it for granted. I hate him. I know it's rare to hear me say I hate someone but I hate 3 people in my life and each one was so close to me. (No one from the high school just so that nobody gets confused.) But yeah also I don't know what to do with another situation. (from the highschool->)Like I know stuff and I don't know if I should tell. I mean I know she'll believe me but I don't know if I want to ruin what she has with what I have to tell her. Like I'm close to her and I mean she has a right to know but I don't think I should tell her because I know it'll cause problems for them and for me. And I know at school people are goin' to give me shit for it. Like I know some people will be happy about the news I have to give but I know for a fact I'm goin' to be hated by people. And I don't feel like ending one friendship or the other. Ugggh... so confused.
Also at school OMGosh everyone was pissing me off. Like in Math I was so happy because I so passed that math test. Man I'm good at that shit!! I so rock that shit!! And then something ticked me off. (Don't even try guessing because it wasn't like a big thing it was like a small little thing that crossed my mind) Well then in Criminal Law I was wonderin' about things like how my life is goin' so far. And it's goin' pretty damn well, I can't lie. I mean I can't say I'm the happiest but I'm still happy. Actually I don't know when I was my happiest but yeah I am my happiest right now. Because nothing is goin' wrong right now. It's all great!!! Just these little problems like up above on this page thats my only problems plus more. But when haven't I had problems and if people really knew me then they'd know that their is always something goin' on. But yeah today everything was pissing me off. OMGosh this person was being so freakin' ANNOYING!!!!! he kept freakin' stabbing me with a stapler that I ended up screaming at him in class that the teacher had to tell him to back off. He was so embarressed. Plus my other friend had the UGLIEST hairdo!!! OMGosh never wear it again like that. IT WAS HORRIBLE!!! He looked like a fucked up chameleon with a mafia cut! It was soo bad. That pissed me off the most. Then at lunch I just didn't want to be there. I felt like fudgin' cuttin' school and jettin' the fuck out of there. But I mean I can't really complain about the day because I also had a fun time. Like towards the end with Rachel and Kristine and Allan. So it wasn't all bad it just had its bumps here and there.
But yeah so anyway this weekend is going to be an absolute BLAST!!!! I'm hangin' out with Erin and RJ and my luv JOHN!!!! I can't wait to see that kid. He's such a cutie. I don't know if anyone else is goin' but I wouldn't mind it. I told Allan to go but RJ supposedly doesn't like him. But I know they could at least be in a room together. And what else. Oh yeah I have to call John today. But I'll call him later. The whole Teddy thing is dead just in case anyone wants to know. I don't know I mean he called me so that I could sneak out of my house last week but I felt used you know. Like we hooked up and stuff and i'm not sayin' it wasn't fun but the only reason he wants to hang out with me is just for that then no way. I was explaining to my friend about how Teddy only calls me when he wants something and John calls me so that we could hang out. So I completly deaded the whole Teddy thing. Plus atleast I could see John whenever I want. MAN I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!