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bad mood today.
i had such horrible dreams last night.
lately i've had all these dreams where there's something wrong with my legs and ic an't walk.
they hurt terribly and won't support my weight.
i have to end up laying down and pulling myself along with my arms.
it's horrible.
then, of course, the getting fucked by my mom dreams.
they make me feel so disgusting.
scout is very cuddly today.
he knows i'm sad, i guess, so he's curled up in my lap and keeps giving me kitty kisses.
so sweet=)
i'm talking to joshy who sounds 1000 times better than he has in a long, long time.
that makes me feel so relieved and hopeful and happy.
i had such horrible dreams last night.
lately i've had all these dreams where there's something wrong with my legs and ic an't walk.
they hurt terribly and won't support my weight.
i have to end up laying down and pulling myself along with my arms.
it's horrible.
then, of course, the getting fucked by my mom dreams.
they make me feel so disgusting.
scout is very cuddly today.
he knows i'm sad, i guess, so he's curled up in my lap and keeps giving me kitty kisses.
so sweet=)
i'm talking to joshy who sounds 1000 times better than he has in a long, long time.
that makes me feel so relieved and hopeful and happy.