whore

[vagabondbrian]

found $300 and a note in my pocket.
i hate that this body isn't mine alone and i can't control what they do with it.
i don't wanna be a whore any more.
i'm so fucking sick of this.

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[midnight_dust]

I'm sorry :(

[vagabondbrian]

so am i=/
don't hate me, okay?
i didn't mean to...i didn't want this.

[midnight_dust]

It just makes me really sad.

[vagabondbrian]

how do i make it stop?

[midnight_dust]

I don't know.
I just know that you have to..

[vagabondbrian]

i know i do.
i can't live like this anymore.
i'm so sick of it.
it hurts so bad and makes me feel disgusting.
don't leave me, okay?
i need you to get through this.

[midnight_dust]

Yeah, I know.

[vagabondbrian]

i'm sorry.
and if you're angry at me i understand.

[midnight_dust]

I'm not.

[vagabondbrian]

okay.
how come you're not in bed, baby?

[midnight_dust]

Can't sleep.

[vagabondbrian]

i'm sorry.
wish you could be sleepless here 'cause i don't want to be alone and you're really the only person i want around.
are you okay?

[midnight_dust]

Sure.

[vagabondbrian]

talk to me.
please.

[midnight_dust]

About what?

[vagabondbrian]

*sigh*
about you.
about what you're feeling and what's going on in your life.
how you're doing.
anything.
i miss you and love you and want to be in your life again.