Fine.. Well fine..

Sep 22, 2008 17:05

Dreams, more dreams... Tonight I slept fine and was having a usueal dream, only somewhere in the middle it became clear, oh so clear... better and clearer then the vision I see in real life. I could see a building made with bricks, red, a color of red familliar to me and my paint set, peopel walked by but the streets were empty. I could only hear them, not see them. There was noone around but I was still talking to them, speaking to them. Asking questions. Where am I?
North Florida.
I think you're lying. We can't be in north florida because the trees are all non-natives to florida and can only be found north thereof.
Ok, I'll admit I lied. You're in ----dale GA.
That's more like it. Where is everyone? I asked the officer...
Just check around the corner and you're sure to find someone.
So I began to walk through the sickly north-light of where I deemed had to be either Canada or New Jersey, or somewhere inbetween, due to the general layout of smoke-stacks, the light, the maple trees, the structures themselves, the attire of the man I couldn't see, and the types of cars that woren't there. I realized that I must have imagined the cars because they too were not present. I could see clearly, so clearly, so I ran. I ran and I ran around the corner, hoping to find someone, something I could see with my perfect vision and memory. I found myself running into some sort of shop, a coffee shop? A clothing shop? My vision faded right then and there. The woman at the till ignored me. It wouldn't, -didn't matter anymore. I could no longer hope to see her or any of the other customers who were around. I was in the world of the blind again, just like in real life. I was unable to remember anything remarkable or unremarkable about her except for the fact that she might have had dark-red hair... Or perhaps it was blond... Or maybe a little of both...
I was back to my life, my way of being, my actuality. Awhile later I wondered if everything that's changed since then would return to as it was and I would just wind up reverting to my old self... Perhaps, but perhaps not... I need to keep on myself if i'm to become a better person, a stronger one. I need to modify my habits and create new ones.. I need...
Nothing... That's what I need.
I have it all and need to realize that...
Goodnight then.
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