Aug 03, 2015 18:42
First of all, on the hugging... my doctor basically left it up to me, but said that, of course, the less hugging, the less exposure to germs. I'm going to be using hand santizer every time after I touch someone, but I've decided that I'm mentally just not up for hugging *everyone*. So, if I see you and put my hands up and say, "sorry, no hugs, please", try not to be offended. I'm mostly going to be playing things by ear all weekend, just feeling out what works for me mentally, physically and emotionally. Technically, my blood counts are going to be at their lowest while I'm at the con, but overall, my counts have been very good.
Here's the other big thing that I need to warn y'all about. Cancer has pretty much destroyed my filters (shut up, I had filters), and now I just say whatever the fuck is in my head. I've turned into quite an asshole, but Becca says that I'm an entertaining asshole and I have that going in my favor. Heh. So, I might be a complete jerk to you, but I'll make you laugh while I'm doing it. Seriously, I just don't give a fuck anymore and I can be a harsh motherfucker. So, yeah, warning about that, but not apologizing.
In spite of the the two I just explained, I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE!!!!!! I'm super-duper excited about the con and the peoples and the vids and just EVERYTHING!!!
I wanna say thank you so much for all the awesome, happy comments on my scan results post. Sharing the joy with you guys makes it all that much more joyful!
::Massive germ-free hugs to ALL OF YOU::