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SO. I was told indirectly by my dad that i can't hang out with alexia (my gay friend) anymoree because she is gay.
I think i am done with all this shit. Just to suit my father's needs...i am going to have to tell the person that has been there the MOST for me out of everyone that i know for the past 3 months, that i can no longer be her friend because she is gay.
I think i will eliminate any further problems by just not talking to anyone, because it seems that every friend that i have isn't good enough for them.
I was also asked today why I have so many girl friends and no guy friends...????....I don't fucking know! What the hell am i supposed to do? Not talk to any girls and only talk to guys?
I think he thinks that i am gay...i haven't had a girlfriend in a while, and i guess he just likes to assume things. I really don't care what people think of me though so...that isn't a problem.
Nobody understands anymore. I don't know how to explain it, but nobody understands.
I fucking hate the world.
I think i am seriously dne with life.
I think i am done with all this shit. Just to suit my father's needs...i am going to have to tell the person that has been there the MOST for me out of everyone that i know for the past 3 months, that i can no longer be her friend because she is gay.
I think i will eliminate any further problems by just not talking to anyone, because it seems that every friend that i have isn't good enough for them.
I was also asked today why I have so many girl friends and no guy friends...????....I don't fucking know! What the hell am i supposed to do? Not talk to any girls and only talk to guys?
I think he thinks that i am gay...i haven't had a girlfriend in a while, and i guess he just likes to assume things. I really don't care what people think of me though so...that isn't a problem.
Nobody understands anymore. I don't know how to explain it, but nobody understands.
I fucking hate the world.
I think i am seriously dne with life.