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Now I know I have not been around so I will take my time to say hello and wish you all a very happy day.
Today I somehow got mad. It doesn't usually doesn't happen but today I guess was special. Friends as always I value a lot. And one of the things I value about friends is trust. I think that of all the qualities that any friends I choose to have have to have is "confianza" I use the word in Spanish because thats the way I learned it.
By Confianza I mean that I can trust someone unconditionally. By that I mean that if I am having a private conversation and I tell you something I usually don't speak about I expect you to keep it to yourself. If I tell you I don't expect you to discuss what I said with anyone else. And most importantly: I don't want to hear my words being said to me by someone that is not the person I told them to or me.
Now trust is a very fragile thing. it is one of the most fragile things that are on this earth its very hard to come by. It takes years to completely trust someone and even then there are things you wouldn't trust people with. It sounds harsh but unfortunately thats the way it works. Now if you ever want to know more about someone trust is the first thing to build, and the last thing anyone should trespass.
Well I hope all of you are having a great time. As for me I think I'm happy as I can ever hope to be. Still not in college but that isn't in my hands anymore and somewhat worried about paying for college if I do get in.
Today I somehow got mad. It doesn't usually doesn't happen but today I guess was special. Friends as always I value a lot. And one of the things I value about friends is trust. I think that of all the qualities that any friends I choose to have have to have is "confianza" I use the word in Spanish because thats the way I learned it.
By Confianza I mean that I can trust someone unconditionally. By that I mean that if I am having a private conversation and I tell you something I usually don't speak about I expect you to keep it to yourself. If I tell you I don't expect you to discuss what I said with anyone else. And most importantly: I don't want to hear my words being said to me by someone that is not the person I told them to or me.
Now trust is a very fragile thing. it is one of the most fragile things that are on this earth its very hard to come by. It takes years to completely trust someone and even then there are things you wouldn't trust people with. It sounds harsh but unfortunately thats the way it works. Now if you ever want to know more about someone trust is the first thing to build, and the last thing anyone should trespass.
Well I hope all of you are having a great time. As for me I think I'm happy as I can ever hope to be. Still not in college but that isn't in my hands anymore and somewhat worried about paying for college if I do get in.