The future...
Had a little chat with my cousin whom I haven't spoken to in almost 15 years. It was good to hear from him again, even though his situation could be better. Mine could be better too but I'm working on it.
We were talking about shit, namely how nobody gives a shit, except for when they need him. I know how that goes. Nobody cares until they want something from you. But he was right about a lot of things, namely that you gotta be hard about life to these people and tell them "It's not my problem", just as he did with his little brother when he dropped out from college. (long story with that)
He was also right that I shouldn't let the past be an excuse, nor should I let how we were brought up hold me back. That was a lot of wisdom I needed to hear, and I'm glad I got to hear.
I'm still nervous about this whole moving thing but I know it's got to be done. It's like I told my pops, I gotta do my best.
I'm gonna go to see this place on Monday and fill out the online application and send it in tomorrow. I hope this will be it.
We were talking about shit, namely how nobody gives a shit, except for when they need him. I know how that goes. Nobody cares until they want something from you. But he was right about a lot of things, namely that you gotta be hard about life to these people and tell them "It's not my problem", just as he did with his little brother when he dropped out from college. (long story with that)
He was also right that I shouldn't let the past be an excuse, nor should I let how we were brought up hold me back. That was a lot of wisdom I needed to hear, and I'm glad I got to hear.
I'm still nervous about this whole moving thing but I know it's got to be done. It's like I told my pops, I gotta do my best.
I'm gonna go to see this place on Monday and fill out the online application and send it in tomorrow. I hope this will be it.