lets try to write something that's not about kelsey and see how that works out.

[vaderspal254]

So, it's late, and I'm tired, but not tired enough to sleep. So I'll write a little tidbit here. I've been feeling better. what's it been. a day? yeah I guess. Went to a party tonight, talked with a drunk RJ about our fucked up relationships. I didn't drink or smoke, as usual, but the place wreaked of weed. So RJ and I moved to the kitchen where we weren't gonna get affected by the secondhand smoke. Good choice I think. Earlier in the night I went to a bonfire down at Mendon ponds park. Twas pretty chill, and pretty boring. All these people seem to be capable of talking about is who hooked up with who and the shape of penises. Personally, I find %90 of their conversations a waste of time. Thus the reason I don't talk to Dylan a lot. That kid has some serious issues. %99.45839 of the time, what comes out of his mouth is about some sort of sexual reference. I've grown so tired of it. Yeah, sex is fun... I'll agree to that. But to degrade it to the levels that everyone else does makes you just another sewer rat like the rest of them.
It takes me back to when I watched watchmen. I loved that movie. It showed why the world needs to die. Society is so void of morals and respect these days that it seems that there is no hope for humanity.

Kelsey asked me to hang out with her today. ... We'll see how that goes. It's probably gonna knock me back into a mood of "I want you back"-ness like it always does. But I don't care. I miss the hell out of her and i want to see her. Honestly, still, the only time when I'm truly happy is when I'm with her.