Dec 13, 2007 01:56
So I was walking to MCOM today and Greyson drove by me... and get ready for this one.. it's a shocker: he actually smiled and waved at me. I was kind of pretty much in shock because he's been ignoring me ... for like a month now.
It'd odd because just last night at call backs, I walk in, looking stunning.. of course, and my friend who I came with tugged me after I walked by him and said, "Greyson was watching you." And I said, "I know, he looked at me when I came in, and looked away when I spotted him." And then she said, "No! After you walked by him... he kept watching you!"
Why do I care? I have no idea. He watches me.. he watches me watch him.. and then he acts really animated around other girls when I'm near. It's so stupid. He frustrates me and then does a simple thing like smile at me on my way to class and I melt.
God. I'm such a loser. I need to stop worrying about him. Both Greyson and I need to grow up. We've both been doing the 'trying to make each other notice ..each other." Yeah. It's lame-o and we need to stop. Now. Cause it's a waste of my time and energy.
But I still want his babies.
Maybe that's the problem. Or I just have a problem. Babies.
...
He cut his hair.
Anyway. I find that he crosses my mind constantly and I want it to stop.
Robert Pattinson- we need to have sex.
What? Anyway. Drugs. ... . . . are bad. For you.
God alfdkal;fja lfjal;fjasfd
I think Greyson's drugs are rubbing off on me. Not cool.. not cool.
Oh- I'm in Mitchell until next Wednesday. Whoopa.