I think I'm getting sick... but it may bring on dirty dreams
That makes me sad ;_; (well, the first part- the second part is great)
I haven't had many symptoms yet, other than a bit of a sore throat and being really tired and run down, so I'm hoping my immune system will fight it off and I'll be able to avoid a full-blown cold.
And I'm starting to get caught up on everything I missed on my flist- yay! I can't wait until this quarter's over with so I can stop disappearing to do school work (although I skipped school yesterday because I felt crappy and just watched Gundam Wing instead)
Heh, speaking of Gundam Wing, I had a very nice (and naughty) dream last night. It didn't have any of the characters from Gundam Wing, but it did have military kink that I blame on the fanfics for the series I was also reading yesterday. It had two guys (or three, because one of them had 2 personalities) who were in the military, with fairly high ranks (one was the commander of some base and his second-in-command)
The second-in-command (I think his name was Adam) was in love with his commander, but the problem is that the commander has two personalities- one was the regular commander who was nice but stand-off-ish and cold (think Rukia's brother from Bleach) and the other personality was a violent sadist that's a great warrior (because he kills -everyone-) but also doesn't have the ability to not hurt/attack his own men when he gets violent. The commander is stuck fighting in some backwoods part of the world because of the his mental problems and the 2nd-in-command pretty much is the only person who has managed to stay around him for any length of time without asking for a transfer because of the violent personality (in my dream, the personalities were named Lt. Colonel James Light and Commander James Darkness, but that's just kinda stupid sounding ^_^ And yes, they do have different ranks, the Light personality is supposed to outrank the Darkness personality though I don't know if that would be the proper ranks to do so)
Anyway, Adam finally tells Lt. Colonel Light that he loves him and they kiss all nice and gentle and it's cute. Then, the next day, the Darkness personality takes over (he can take over at will) He thinks that Adam sees him as an obstacle to his having a relationship with the Light personality and doesn't believe Adam when he says that he loves both personalities because they're two parts of the same man. So he basically puts Adam through the sexual ringer to, as he puts it, "makes sure he (Adam) knows the difference between their touches (Light and Darkness)" Though it was all consensual because Adam was trying to prove his love, it was very hardcore.
There was bondage and hand-cuffs, breath-play (choking), spanking (with the broadside of a sheathed sword), object insertion (the hilt/handle of the sword), candle-play (hot wax and insertion of the unlit end of the candle), boot-licking, leashes, cages, beatings, fisting, humiliation, and a forced orgy (he basically had Adam gang-banged by a bunch of guys)
It was very hot but very naughty and I kind of have the urge to write it as a fic. Which is both good and bad because- 1) I haven’t really had something I’ve wanted to write this much in a while, but 2) I have no time until this quarter ends.
Also, after I woke up at the end of the orgy, I stayed half-asleep for a couple more hours to play with the story more in my head but I won’t go into that because it’s mostly boring plot stuff (towards the point where I woke up all the way today, the commanders had been split into two bodies due to some weird cloning advancement that can copy brainwaves and transfer them to a duplicate body and the Darkness personality was finally getting tied up and fucked by the other two… it was great fun!)