any other way

[vacuumshooter]

I still feel a little off. Things aren't really back to normal they just appear to be so. It takes a while to fix yourself. It takes a lot of energy and time and shit. hopefully i can do it for real this time. i don't really think i have a choice.

i feel like an idiot. everyone around me is frantic and i'm just an asshole. it really doesn't take much to depress myself.

five years of this shit and i have finally scared myself.

go me.