Oct 08, 2005 01:27
wow i cant remember if im drunk right now or high... actually i think its both... fucking tonight was so much fun, andalso lame because i had to leave early and now am speeding too much to sleep but oh well. oh my god happy birthday chris you are my best friend ive ever had and i love you and i love my friends so much best friends ever i swear. and clare is making our little fun posse of 4 bracelets how cool is that. and then we will be cool, cooler than everyone, and everyone will be jealous and bow down to us and we will become supreme rulers of the universe. i had so much fun not just being out with everyone and being so wonderfully high together but also just hanging out at chris' before just getting drunk with friends and stuff for like 5 hours that was awesome too. and clare fucking i love you bitch. and emma, i miss her so much, like so much i cant even believe it, and i cant wait to see her again and i hope she knows that. and i dont think i realised how much i miss ben until tonight too, but we're having coffee soon so yay should be muchos fun. im just rambling now. the cab driver who drove me home was weird. john was so much cooler. fuck he was awesome...we love you john youre a gem and clare would say. but yeah this guy was weird and only played this weird radio station that was all about arab countries and their fasting or whatever and i was like man i am way too fucked for this shit. and also...fuck paragraphs. petie your tattoos are cool and i still have to see the one on your back...i will miss you when you move but me and chris of the topher will visit you as promised...my dog is snoring. its totally hot. "i love my cigs...will you play with me if i move in with you?"