Today I feel like I am in control...
I am definatly more in control today then I have been in a long while and that makes me happy. I'm not going off the deep end anymore. But it still bothers me whats happening to her. If you know you understand if you don't just leave it alone. I love her so much and she has such a beautiful soul... she doesn't deserve this. I wish I could take this on but part ofbeing in conrtol is realizing I can't. I just want thisto be gone... maybe someday... she will be herself again. I won't ever give up on her. I know the girl I love will always be in there somewhere. Jesus help me.