I Swore
When I was a child and my Dad smoked cigarettes, I swore I'd never be a smoker. I'd cough and gag and beg for him to put it out, My brother did the same. Years passed and my brother was in middle school, he soon started smoking cigarettes. I was disgusted and curious at the same time, he being against them for so long soon uses them. Years pass and I'm in 6th grade, Coty steals a pack of marlboro lights from his mom and we behind my house and smoke, we hated it but for some reason we did it again and again. for four years I smoked cigarettes, later in 6th grade my brother and his friends got me to try weed. That was a rush, super paranoia, everything slow motion. Cigarettes were an off and on thing for the years, weed as well, Freshmen year I was smoke free, I didn't do anything of the sort, but then I broke free of this hold I was in from the worst spell of my life, Mike got me high and it was just like the first time again. I think I was always destined to be a smoker, I hate cigarettes, but I love some cigars and I not only like the getting high part of weed, but the chillaxness of the smoking too. I bought some herbal cigarettes, they're ok, I don't think I'll buy another. It only took me 12 years to do something I swore I'll never do, geez, What happened to the youthful spirit i once possessed, I swore I'd never be a smoker