Nov 10, 2005 21:15
So everything on this thing has changed. But yeah i just figured that I would say somthing. LIFE HAS CHANGED!!! I never thought that things would be this different after highschool... but I was wrong! I am so confused about everything a few of you know what I am talking about. But yeah everything I am going through I feel like I am too young to be going through.
This is how I feel about my life. I am so used to being the fat kid in the corner that is friends with my friends boyfriends but now here I am with Adam being at my house everyday when I get off work and when he isnt here he is calling me, then on top of all that I am recieving very EXPENSIVE jewelry in the mail from you all know who and then all the things that are happening with him. Then Adam is so jealous of " You know who" that he wont even talk to me when I say his name. And he tried to break the bracelet that Julain sent me tried to stick my teddybears head in the garbage disposal! I dont know what to do anymore but I just am going through it one day at a time. Just waiting to see what going to happen next.
But anyways other then that everything is cool (except my car accidents) I have just been hanging out with the regular people and then Micheal (which most of you know you just dont know it yet. He was in drama) And spending alot of time with my girls Megan and Heather, we have our own little club now. Loserish I know but its fun to us. And I spend time with Amy when I can. I wish I saw more of her but our schedules clash alot. So I will talk to you guys later ... maybe! ;)