You said that you would treat me right, be you was just a waste of time

Aug 19, 2004 00:13

This one is obviously dedicated to Matt, my asshole of a soon to be ex. It's not very good, but the emotions felt, are very strongly done so. Well.. tell me what you think of the shittyness

"Loss"
By: Zoe Taylor-Hayden

Looking around me,
All around me.
A thousand eyes staring.
A swarming sea of judgement.
But you were the only w=one to see me.

Yet I dont want to tell you
Don't want to tell you what I see.
Cause I don't want to let you
Know the other side of me.
I don't need you.
I don't need anyone..
Don't need anyone to hurt me.
To hurt me like you have.

There's something about that piercing gaze
That lifts me up and hugs me close
Like you hold me.
Like you held her.
Explosions in the night
Are the noise of tear drops pounding down.
What could you have been thinking,
kissing her fears away.
Was I forgotten?

Like butter, you spread lies across me.
Like a bitch, I cut each one into my flesh.
So that forgetting is impossible.
So that they can hurt you always.
As you have hurt me.

The truth
Sears it's iron lips into my flesh.
The burns remarkable,
Make breathing a test I can't seem to pass.
My screams chop away at your wooden heart.
But I feel no better.
A thousand nails under my skin.
You are the only cure.

On the rooftop, three hours into the nights.
Salty tears sting aws they hit chapped lips.
You toss and turn another night away
unable to sleep on a bed of sins
In your world of pure lies.

Hate could burn no deeper.
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