seems the only way is the highway
ever since my dad adopted the "my way or the highway" path of life, our views and ideas have collided with one anothers. he doesnt really like or approve anything i do and it really sucks becuase he isnt supportive or anything. its all negative energy coming from him ALL the time. i dont know what i want out of life.
i dont know if i want to go to art school or the gene juarez academy, my dad isnt suportive of either of them.
i dont know who or what i want in life. i cant be with anyone becuase im never happy.
i have to tell corie today that im not sure if this is what i want. i dont want to hurt her, but i cant lie to her and i think i'll feel better after i tell her. i really like her alot, but i cant be in a relationship right now, theres too much shit going on. i hope she doesnt hate me. i also hope she doesnt read this before i tell her.
on a happier note:
saturday night was awesome. i love amanda and jenny so much and going to that show with them was everything i needed to complete my week. we all have so much fun together and i love them for cheering up my life.
easter wasnt bad either, my family didnt terrorize me for once and i feel like i made alot of connections with people who i thought hated me before.
im out.
<3 Kyle