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so i cant tell this silly kid i grew up with that i used to have the biggest crush on him for like more than 3 or 4 years when i was younger which was 5 years ago haha
he was my neighbor and i still can't tell him and weve both moved on and stuff and i really hadnt talked to him until this year because he sat in front of me and hes a great kid and we are really great friends now but i cant. i want too but its just wierd still after all these years i cant get the guts up to tell hiim even though i dont care at all. should i? haha this kid and i would fight every day and be so mean to each other when we were little but i seriously thought this boy was so cool and was great at everything. a love hate thing. we shared so much because i spent my youger years growing up with him and i was the first person he met when he moved here that befriended him. so i feel really lame.