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Nov 30, 2003 21:09

i am on the biggest happy streak of my life. right now my life is at an all time high.
i stopped hanging out with the group that i normally do and i started hanging out with some old friends.

its so much better. i can be myself around them, and i like that.

im the kind of person that is still completly immature. i think the term "passing gas" is funny and i like to go skipping down the block in my care bear hoodie with the hood up so that the ears show and when cars pass and stare i just keep going.

im the kind of person that laughs at my own jokes if they are funny. and i fall down alot then laugh even harder for the stupidity of it all.

my old friends liked that about me.

my new friends didnt, they just stared.

dont get me wrong, they were nice people they just didnt get my humor.

i hung out with this kid this weekend that i have been want to hang with since 5th grade. i have a major crush on his little brother (hes a year younger im not a pedifile)
i felt completly secure about myself when i hung out with them and my old friends.

i also think i like this kid alex that goes to my school, he hangs out with my old friends. i think i have a better chance with him but i still like "the younger brother"

idk. im so confused wit boys right now. lol.
i am such a dork.

franny hasnt called me in a long time, she completly dropped me for melanie and sarah, i upsets me somtimes , but lately nothing has been able to taint my awesome mood.

i seriously love this feeling.

friday night i went to one of my old friends house and the guys were throwing all of the girls in the snow, i was the only one not to get thrown. it was nice to get a break for once. back in 8th grade they would have thrown me in the snow first just to upset me. its nice to see the maturity,
dan gave me a ride home. he made me sit in front and dropped me off last caz he never talks to me anymore. i stopped talking to him because he used to be so mean. now he has matured and hes the exact opposite. i like this.

im like on cloud 9 right now.

i hope this feeling never goes away. never!
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