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i can't believe i am still doing this unbelievable shit
everyday it takes a lot to get up early and make coffee
it takes a lot to go to school as well
i just want this situation to end or mutate into something else
perhaps if i wasn't such a pessimist
it wouldn't be so difficult
but negativity ultimately prevails
and completely incredible
thus shall be my life
i am anxious to get a job
i am really into skating right now
and i would like to get a knee board
i am also really into eating animals
and would like to get REAL CHICKEN
i would like to REALLY LEARN A LANGUAGE
with a REAL cd/book program
and i would like to be able to fix my old pooter
and sell it
so hopefully soon after i get a car
now i am looking for a way to write down exactly as i see them in my mind
by taking lots of breaks/relaxing..it's working so far
one way i can go about doing this
is by forgetting about the world around me,for the past 3 weeks i haven't read a single blurb of world news and i don't intend to,i haven't watched a second of television either..whatever i want to learn about is based on me actually making an effort to know about it
i stick mainly to watching shows or documentaries online
if i start writing poetry now
then in 4 years
it will probably be really good
and i can unveil it
everyday it takes a lot to get up early and make coffee
it takes a lot to go to school as well
i just want this situation to end or mutate into something else
perhaps if i wasn't such a pessimist
it wouldn't be so difficult
but negativity ultimately prevails
and completely incredible
thus shall be my life
i am anxious to get a job
i am really into skating right now
and i would like to get a knee board
i am also really into eating animals
and would like to get REAL CHICKEN
i would like to REALLY LEARN A LANGUAGE
with a REAL cd/book program
and i would like to be able to fix my old pooter
and sell it
so hopefully soon after i get a car
now i am looking for a way to write down exactly as i see them in my mind
by taking lots of breaks/relaxing..it's working so far
one way i can go about doing this
is by forgetting about the world around me,for the past 3 weeks i haven't read a single blurb of world news and i don't intend to,i haven't watched a second of television either..whatever i want to learn about is based on me actually making an effort to know about it
i stick mainly to watching shows or documentaries online
if i start writing poetry now
then in 4 years
it will probably be really good
and i can unveil it