Today
Well today was so blah! I got up around 11 and took a shower, then got dressed and headed up to the mall. There i met Becky and got her application back. Then I headed over to Starbucks to meet Amy for her application and interviewed her. SHE is freaking awsome! Like she will go far in life and will be great for our store. Reminds me of me when i was younger. So after that i went home and was gonna do reference checks, but i made a pizza and called my friend. Then i went out with David and Matt and spent like $70 on food for our "halofest" and a turtle for my lil bro and some groceries...(David you still owe me $2.50!) ANYWAYS The "halofest" sucked since we kept getting booted. So we only played a couple hours...then i am here, but the day just felt sooooo much longer. I want to get in my store sooooo bad...i feel so unorganized and without boundaries...like before when i passed through the doors, it was like a barrier...now there is no clear cut boundaries...it is so hard. Today was better, looked through some of my old writings in my room and omg, everything is girls and depression...but i guess that is what dominates our hearts and minds the most...fear and love. And that never changes and most of the time they accompany eachother...thats why love is so hard. well i dunno. I dont like when i cant have what i want. And i hate sitting on my ass at home all damn day...maybe its the weather and the fact that i havent played ball in two weeks! Well game time tomorrow at three! IM READY! i just hope i dont hurt myself again. My leg still has a deep bruise on from two weeks ago...it hurts so bad when i put weight directly on it...and the fields are gonna be crappy again so i guess good luck to me! Oh and then after that i am going to a birthday party at Chuck E Cheese! Fun Stuff...watch out kids here i come! lol...i love skee ball Guess thats it for now.