ultimate and pitiful
spreading myself too thin and stretching possiblilities towards impossible, the hour hands revert to their fast-paced lifestyles to leave me behind winding the seconds back to make up for lost time. the complexities of obligations catch up by the minute with me following closely to the structure i only thought existed. i've been pretending to own my schedule, but in reality [in which i've been told i've had independence] i've lost control.
* * *
obviously-- contrary to my last entry-- this is about me being pretty stressed. i have so much to do and school is coming on way too quickly. but it won't stop because i'm not ready.
summer assignment day tomorrow. yikes.
got my check today from allstate to repair the damages where that silly lady hit me. if you havn't heard: i was parked and an old lady came in too wide and totally ran into my car. but whatever... haha seriously she came through my line at work today with her son, and he had noticed it was me and she had no recollection of the incident. poor thing.
my back hurts and i need to stop complaining. early day tomorrow to work on those ap's. <33
* * *
obviously-- contrary to my last entry-- this is about me being pretty stressed. i have so much to do and school is coming on way too quickly. but it won't stop because i'm not ready.
summer assignment day tomorrow. yikes.
got my check today from allstate to repair the damages where that silly lady hit me. if you havn't heard: i was parked and an old lady came in too wide and totally ran into my car. but whatever... haha seriously she came through my line at work today with her son, and he had noticed it was me and she had no recollection of the incident. poor thing.
my back hurts and i need to stop complaining. early day tomorrow to work on those ap's. <33