Black sheep can wear the golden fleece and hold the winning hand
So at the end of last semester I told Peter that I would write an article for the Torrey Honors Institute Journal thingy.
Well, I did, but I never finished it, but I sent it anyway, intending to finish.
I never finished.
And now it's really due, and I have discovered that in my zeal for cleaning the excess stuff off of my computer, I deleted it.
Sigh.
There are three more weeks until I get to move into my apartment for the semester. It has taken me this long to get back into the swing of things here at home, finally finding a good equilibrium with my parents and my brother and my friends. Isn't this how it always is though? Someday I will be able to maintain that equilibrium for more than a week of my life, someday, when my life is normal. Things like this make me wish I were no longer a student.
I still have reading to finish for Torrey Europe. Yikes! And lots of work left to do on this project for the church on which I have been vastly procrastinating.
I feel very unmotivated to do anything, even the work I have at the church, which is really uncharacteristic. It's like there is something that I need, or something that is lacking, but I cannot identify it at all. I feel generally apathetic to my life right now.
But since it is 3 A.M., I believe that I should at least try to get a decent amount of sleep. Maybe I won't go to work until 10 AM, since I worked today from 10-3 and it was the day that the office is closed.
Well, I did, but I never finished it, but I sent it anyway, intending to finish.
I never finished.
And now it's really due, and I have discovered that in my zeal for cleaning the excess stuff off of my computer, I deleted it.
Sigh.
There are three more weeks until I get to move into my apartment for the semester. It has taken me this long to get back into the swing of things here at home, finally finding a good equilibrium with my parents and my brother and my friends. Isn't this how it always is though? Someday I will be able to maintain that equilibrium for more than a week of my life, someday, when my life is normal. Things like this make me wish I were no longer a student.
I still have reading to finish for Torrey Europe. Yikes! And lots of work left to do on this project for the church on which I have been vastly procrastinating.
I feel very unmotivated to do anything, even the work I have at the church, which is really uncharacteristic. It's like there is something that I need, or something that is lacking, but I cannot identify it at all. I feel generally apathetic to my life right now.
But since it is 3 A.M., I believe that I should at least try to get a decent amount of sleep. Maybe I won't go to work until 10 AM, since I worked today from 10-3 and it was the day that the office is closed.