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So, I have a series of interlocking negatives in my life, and I'm not sure the positives are even on the same scale, so would it still be possible for them to balance out?
On one hand, my job is going great. Good hours, decent pay, and I really enjoy the job. The money I'm making now will go a long way. I should mention also, I'm generally happy with life.
But then theres the other parts.
Like, my shifts run from 11:30am - 8:00pm, add travel time I'm out of the house from 10am-9:30pm so any free time I have is chopped up, its almost not worth going out after work cuz I gotta get up at like 8:30 the next morning. So I don't see my friends, which irritates me. I get 2 days off a week, but lately it seems people I haven't seen for a long time ask me to do somethin, which is good in a way cuz I see them, but for some reason I feel like I'm shafting my really good friends, the ones I'm used to hanging out with all the time. I seen Criss the other day for like the first time in a week. I'm used to seeing him and Joanne and Jenn and all them like almost every day.
I could really go for a woman right about now, and I'm not even talking sex reasons, although that would be nice. But again, the drawback again, is work. I mean, if I hardly see my friends now, how would I work someone else into the picture? Unless they live somewhere close I could see them after work for a few hours every day. Anyplace I have to bus is out of the question. Talk about picky huh?
And so the icing. My back is peeling, my plans for today got shot down, I have nothing to do for the rest of the day, I have 2 blisters on one foot, I'm probably going to get stuck shoveling mud tonight, my aunt wants me to do some graphic work for her new business thing that I have no interest in doing, I can't purchase my iPod till the new models come in which will be never, my room is too hot, I have a craving for a food but I don't know what it is, I have to work on Matt and Sarah's wedding day, I have to work on Mike's birthday, my boss at RGIS has my poker chips, my boss at London Drugs forgot to email me some info I wanted, I have a hair hanging in front of my eye that I can't grab, I haven't finished my Madcat model, my kite has dirt on it, my left nostril is plugged and my right nut itches, and I'm sure theres more thats bugging me, but my mind gave up processing it all.
On one hand, my job is going great. Good hours, decent pay, and I really enjoy the job. The money I'm making now will go a long way. I should mention also, I'm generally happy with life.
But then theres the other parts.
Like, my shifts run from 11:30am - 8:00pm, add travel time I'm out of the house from 10am-9:30pm so any free time I have is chopped up, its almost not worth going out after work cuz I gotta get up at like 8:30 the next morning. So I don't see my friends, which irritates me. I get 2 days off a week, but lately it seems people I haven't seen for a long time ask me to do somethin, which is good in a way cuz I see them, but for some reason I feel like I'm shafting my really good friends, the ones I'm used to hanging out with all the time. I seen Criss the other day for like the first time in a week. I'm used to seeing him and Joanne and Jenn and all them like almost every day.
I could really go for a woman right about now, and I'm not even talking sex reasons, although that would be nice. But again, the drawback again, is work. I mean, if I hardly see my friends now, how would I work someone else into the picture? Unless they live somewhere close I could see them after work for a few hours every day. Anyplace I have to bus is out of the question. Talk about picky huh?
And so the icing. My back is peeling, my plans for today got shot down, I have nothing to do for the rest of the day, I have 2 blisters on one foot, I'm probably going to get stuck shoveling mud tonight, my aunt wants me to do some graphic work for her new business thing that I have no interest in doing, I can't purchase my iPod till the new models come in which will be never, my room is too hot, I have a craving for a food but I don't know what it is, I have to work on Matt and Sarah's wedding day, I have to work on Mike's birthday, my boss at RGIS has my poker chips, my boss at London Drugs forgot to email me some info I wanted, I have a hair hanging in front of my eye that I can't grab, I haven't finished my Madcat model, my kite has dirt on it, my left nostril is plugged and my right nut itches, and I'm sure theres more thats bugging me, but my mind gave up processing it all.