Friend or Foe?

[v_opinionated]

Aren't friends supposed to be there for you?
Aren't they supposed to help you with your problems not cause them?
That is what I though, they were supposed to do.
I know friends fight sometimes for some reasons that are mainly small but sometuimes a little bigger than other, but are they supposed to hurt you like they did?
I assume not.

I wish that they knew that it hurt me just to see them together.
I wish that they knew how much they have caused me.
How many times they brought tears to my eyes, and not for joy but from hurt.
It is not the fact that they are hooking up but the fact that no one informed me of this especially since I liked him so much.
She felt that it was not important.
He only told me because he felt bad.
I wish they had both told me before all of this.
It still would have hurt but not as bad.

He made me think that he really liked me.
He did, and says that he still does.
He is wrong.
So was I.
Though I only found out this morning, it still hurts.
Everytime I see one of you.
Everytime I think about the situation itself.
It sucks.

I don't like this situation.