going nowhere....way too fast
I have had a request for a update. Right now I feel like crap. I didn't really eat anything all day. I had some fruit this morning. I went to the gym and I only lasted about 40 minutes because I thought I was going throw up. Today was an interesting day. I from 3 different people that they were "up set" at me. Let me tell you thats a great feeling. I think its better though. I have personally talked to 2 and text the other one and I think we are cool. Maybe I should just stop talking to people or hanging out with them...then they won't get there feeling hurt and think, I think I am better than them. Seriously its a bunch of bullshit sometimes....and I want to scream.
BUT..................on a better note....Spencer made me dinner last night. Actually he made me Thai food. I have never seen a guy "really cook" before, and a guy has never cooked for me. To be honest it felt pretty damn good. But I am trying not to be a typical girl and over anaylsis it...but I probably will. I still have two more days of work and I am so not looking forward to it. The only thing good about the next two days are I get a massage and a hair cut tomorrow and I think I'm going to hang out and actually do something. I am looking forward to next week (kind of). I just hope all goes well and no one gets throw from the car. Wicked should be pretty awesome.
I need to go put a shirt on before the pizza guy gets here...I don't think he wants to see me in my pink sports bra....but maybe I won't have to tip him.
BUT..................on a better note....Spencer made me dinner last night. Actually he made me Thai food. I have never seen a guy "really cook" before, and a guy has never cooked for me. To be honest it felt pretty damn good. But I am trying not to be a typical girl and over anaylsis it...but I probably will. I still have two more days of work and I am so not looking forward to it. The only thing good about the next two days are I get a massage and a hair cut tomorrow and I think I'm going to hang out and actually do something. I am looking forward to next week (kind of). I just hope all goes well and no one gets throw from the car. Wicked should be pretty awesome.
I need to go put a shirt on before the pizza guy gets here...I don't think he wants to see me in my pink sports bra....but maybe I won't have to tip him.