my eyes are glazed over
and my heart is full of anger, spite, hurt, loathing, sadness and all things bad.
and there are no positives. not one and nor will there ever be
so my eyes glaze over and my dreams die underneath my skin and then i lose touch with reality and get romantic dreams that are even more fantastical and have even less chance of coming true.
what to do? well you try not to think about it and are forced to to the point when you are crying out. crying out words that dont mean anything. just to get rid of your eternal headache