the girl with soul in her eyes is asleep
so i decided to put on this. its like all the sadnesses you've ever had wrapped up into one drunken romantic one. fav
ive had a good day today. even before i started drinking. it was just relaxed. things didnt get as bleak as they usually do
its an ideal summers day. i still havent shut the windows yet and later i will hear the bin clatter and nervously stick my head out. theres but a golden cat that always runs away
i think the breeze is one of the best things there is. especially if its been hot...then you feel it. on your arms!
relaxation is almost a god in my life because mostly i am far from there. i'm tense and anxious
its why i love the booze so much
the melancholic longing of summer. some people feel it
sometimes i would even like to be around people. just to sit amongst them. theres nothing to communicate anymore its all been said and thought before
but maybe one day we''ll go dancing together and feel young and free