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It's been too long I have posted here. Okay here's what's been going on...
Gaby's uncle left or MIA and has not paid part of the rent for two months. We ended up paying part of his share and suffer a bit because of it. But now our rent is a little higher than before but no worries there.
I was asked to do a photo shoot last weekend with a few friends I met at ycon. It was fun besides the minor defaults and being snowed in plus having no chains for the car we came in. The problem got worst when one of them would go home early so I can have a spot in the car on the way back. I knew he didn't want to go but he did because he knew he had work the next day and for him the planing was not going as planed for him that is. I felt bad for the kid so out of everyone, i mean everyone who came on the trip besides nick and burt and a few, they didn't even help me pitch in for his airplane ticket. So i ended up paying it for him. Hell the whole time i was taking care of him like he was my little bother! He's gental, sweet and kind. He's only a kid but man if you met him your heart will melt!
After things were taking care of, we went to do snowboarding. I went as kakashi there. It didn't work out because i kept falling real hard on the ground alot. but i made it down. (in pain)
after the trip we ended up coming back here around 2 or 3 in the morning. it was fun but i was in the car full of kids well besides Andrew who was over 21. besides the point i was in the car with kids. Arg... man talk about trying to keep your cool when they ask you alot of questions about cosplay and everything else and your trying to be nice and try NOT TO KILL THEM! naw there were fun to talk to, being all cool them! hahahaha it was fun... but there was one guy who i was miss treating. I don't know I think I started on the wrong foot with him. I felt like an ass and being one too to him.
But
There was this guy who was really cool and every time i talked to him I felt calm and warm for some reason. His name will be unknown for now. But he's really smart and thoughtful. Kind and really cute of you see him! But over all after being his friend for a while we found out we have so much in common that we both took each other as brothers! Well it's because he's an only child in his family and he always wanted a big brother in his life. Well I wanted to help him with that. For a few days already we been talking about cosplay and other things that we both had in our minds. So far him being my little brother is going okay. Were doing a Nazi Lolita cosplay together soon with a photo shoot with it. I can't wait for that. He's the kid who I bought the plane ticket to. He was very thankful for what i have done for him. I mean if that had happen to me i'd be very happy to that person too.
During that time i was thinking about alot of stuff about a guy who i wanted to be with but with questionable feelings. I mean I do like him and all... but there's things i didn't like him about. He makes really good cosplay and wonderful props and everything but his mind set on what he think of others and him self is making me feel that i have shouldn't met this guy in the first place. But it's weird, he's cute, hot, sexy and everything that turns me on but in the same time things that he has makes me turn away and hate him. all that in the same time, this feeling sucks big time. My time to think it out has been not been going well. I want to be his friend I really do but knowing me i'd be after something more than that and somewhere down the line he's willing and not. I need to be strong on this and just see where this play out. Let's just say i want him to like me for who i am. not for what he wants me to do to make him feel loved.
During the trip i'd try to flurt with him, he moves back... he does the same, i don't move at all but be confuse in the same time... ah... i hate this... -_-()
Out of this whole trip i ended up getting a speeding ticket just trying to get there in time, buying a plane tickit because no one had the money to help him so I thought I'd him a bit. I got hurt alot, cold, a bit buzzed and had a good time there. Over all it after the drama, everything was fun. I want to do it again but with a better planing on everything. Hope to see how that go's.
Gaby's uncle left or MIA and has not paid part of the rent for two months. We ended up paying part of his share and suffer a bit because of it. But now our rent is a little higher than before but no worries there.
I was asked to do a photo shoot last weekend with a few friends I met at ycon. It was fun besides the minor defaults and being snowed in plus having no chains for the car we came in. The problem got worst when one of them would go home early so I can have a spot in the car on the way back. I knew he didn't want to go but he did because he knew he had work the next day and for him the planing was not going as planed for him that is. I felt bad for the kid so out of everyone, i mean everyone who came on the trip besides nick and burt and a few, they didn't even help me pitch in for his airplane ticket. So i ended up paying it for him. Hell the whole time i was taking care of him like he was my little bother! He's gental, sweet and kind. He's only a kid but man if you met him your heart will melt!
After things were taking care of, we went to do snowboarding. I went as kakashi there. It didn't work out because i kept falling real hard on the ground alot. but i made it down. (in pain)
after the trip we ended up coming back here around 2 or 3 in the morning. it was fun but i was in the car full of kids well besides Andrew who was over 21. besides the point i was in the car with kids. Arg... man talk about trying to keep your cool when they ask you alot of questions about cosplay and everything else and your trying to be nice and try NOT TO KILL THEM! naw there were fun to talk to, being all cool them! hahahaha it was fun... but there was one guy who i was miss treating. I don't know I think I started on the wrong foot with him. I felt like an ass and being one too to him.
But
There was this guy who was really cool and every time i talked to him I felt calm and warm for some reason. His name will be unknown for now. But he's really smart and thoughtful. Kind and really cute of you see him! But over all after being his friend for a while we found out we have so much in common that we both took each other as brothers! Well it's because he's an only child in his family and he always wanted a big brother in his life. Well I wanted to help him with that. For a few days already we been talking about cosplay and other things that we both had in our minds. So far him being my little brother is going okay. Were doing a Nazi Lolita cosplay together soon with a photo shoot with it. I can't wait for that. He's the kid who I bought the plane ticket to. He was very thankful for what i have done for him. I mean if that had happen to me i'd be very happy to that person too.
During that time i was thinking about alot of stuff about a guy who i wanted to be with but with questionable feelings. I mean I do like him and all... but there's things i didn't like him about. He makes really good cosplay and wonderful props and everything but his mind set on what he think of others and him self is making me feel that i have shouldn't met this guy in the first place. But it's weird, he's cute, hot, sexy and everything that turns me on but in the same time things that he has makes me turn away and hate him. all that in the same time, this feeling sucks big time. My time to think it out has been not been going well. I want to be his friend I really do but knowing me i'd be after something more than that and somewhere down the line he's willing and not. I need to be strong on this and just see where this play out. Let's just say i want him to like me for who i am. not for what he wants me to do to make him feel loved.
During the trip i'd try to flurt with him, he moves back... he does the same, i don't move at all but be confuse in the same time... ah... i hate this... -_-()
Out of this whole trip i ended up getting a speeding ticket just trying to get there in time, buying a plane tickit because no one had the money to help him so I thought I'd him a bit. I got hurt alot, cold, a bit buzzed and had a good time there. Over all it after the drama, everything was fun. I want to do it again but with a better planing on everything. Hope to see how that go's.