"Tenchi... I am your father!"
Okay everyone is having a good yet a weird way of there thanksgiving. Well for the record I never thought I would see myself forgive someone for what this man did. My real father wanted to see me. My real father. The father I never seen in my whole life. But do I feel any sadness, anger or joy knowing he's here to see me? To be honest, I felt numb. I felt nothing but a empty blank. I want to be mad but I can't. Maybe it's because thanksgiving. Or maybe it was a good reason he left because my mother did her best taking care of me. But over all I just can't leave him there. If he has enough guts to show his mug to me for so long of him not being there for me, well... I forgive him. I did better without him anyway right? I think so! ^_^ But we are all humans. Maybe latter on I'll make a small stop to say hi and show him what a man I have become with out him. Even though he is my dad, come to think of it, he had many chances to make it up. I mean all these years with out a word and out of no where? I don't know mind you I am drinking so yeah. My thinking is kinda off. Oh well. I know I am not mad at him I just feel nothing for him.
Anywho... ALA is coming up and I have to get ready for the drinks. Me and Gaby have to talk on what to buy and what to use there. Last con we had alot of bottles. Peter and Bobby pitch in. Thanks guys! ^_~ Well hope everyone is having a good one.