a breath of fresh air

[v_harm]

I needed to get out of here for a while. To take a new, fresh breath of air. To clear my mind. Everything was just piling up, one on top of the other, filling my brain with such unwanted clutter. So I got out of here. Even if it was only for just over 24hours. It was so refreshing. Becca and I went up to her cottage. RELIEF! nothing but serene, silent, beautiful mother nature. It was like me vs myself lying in the water looking up at the stars. (I went skinny dipping..SHHH!!) Got things sorted out. I love you Rebecca Gibbons! you are the cutest little thing I've ever seen! Always laughing and smiling. That was a great change. Someone I could relate to and really let myself go loose. Nothing was holding me back. It was like a huge vacuum came and cleared out my brain. And I came back to a fresh new start....except for everything was still here....just waiting here till I got back. *SIGH* Life's life and we've gotta deal with it I guess. But for those 24hours...for those few moments when I lie floating on my back looking up at the stars...everything seemed so perfect and still. What a glory.

love always,
-V-