please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed.

Mar 11, 2010 21:20

I hold it in. Keep it secret from him. No, I am not trying to inconspicuously snatch him away from her in such a manner. I just want him to be happy. I don’t want him to be sad, feeling bad, hurting himself and her for my own sake. I don’t want him to suffer, and think he’s doing the right thing for me. I don’t need his pity. I just need him.

Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break. I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn’t eat. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
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