same situation
I can't belive it has been a year since things ended. The worst part about it is that I am in about the same situation I was last year around the 4th of July. The guy is being a huge dick to me and I will probably watch the fireworks alone, again. Last year, I sat on the hill and just cried quietly to myself as the beautiful fireworks were set off before my eyes. In the background, my best friend with her boyfriend, happily enjoy themm together.
Here I sit on my bed, the night before the 4th and the guy I'm "seeing" just let me out of the truck without so much as a hug or anything. He let me walk right out of his life in the moment he drove away with the music blaring, playing no attention to the hurt in my eyes. It shows me how much people actually enjoy hurting me. The silence during the car ride home said it all and my heart is slowly breaking into six pieces, instead of just two. You admitted to me that you have been a dick to me and yet you still just let me walk away.