i'm so confused
A person I considered myself "lucky" to have, has decided to throw away a great deal of trust that I had in him. I guess now know where I stand in his mind. It feels like he doesn't respect me enough as a friend to be true to previous plans we had. All this because he feels that a prospective girlfriend is more important. To me, if this friend cares as much as he says he does, he would've had the decency to say, "Sorry I have other plans, but definitely another time". But no, because guys think with the other head, this is what happens. I'm nothing but nice to him and his friend, and have never done anything to them, this is how I get treated anyway. I must give him some credit, seeing as he told me the truth about the situation. I'm trustworthy, hoping that they'll return the favor. I'm not this way to make people think they can walk all over me. If they knew me, they'd know I'd break their legs before they'd even try walking all over me! I guess because of my personality, I get used. I don't want to stop being me, but how do i get people to understand the way it feels?!
Although it sounds like I can't forgive these 2 people, that's not the case. And if you knew the situation, I bet you'd think this is all stupid. The 1 person means a lot to me as a friend, and I don't think I could give that up. I know this will pass, this stupid and insignificant situation, this is just the first time that this has happened. It still took me very much by surprise.