May 15, 2005 08:57
wow what a boaring day i was going to hang out with ryan but my mom said he couldn't come over and my stupid dad wouldn't let me go over there .. he's just so errr sometimes.. well any ways seeing how i couldn't do that i did absolutly nothing except for lay around the hosue and fight with ryan .. wow me and him have been fighting alot but it hink things are gonna get better and idk i just get worried sometimes that he forgets about me or flirts or idk just a whole bunch of stuff cuzz he's in a different school than me ... but i guess i just have to trust him and i do cuzz he's a very good boyfriend.. but idk its just hard sometimes any one who has a boyfriend or girlfriend not in their school should know what i'm talking about .. so like i was talking to my cuzz ashley on the internet and she told me something that made me feel alot better... thanx ashley i sure love you girl !! this is what she said ...
Paige you should not care how many gilrs he hangs out with, how many girls he talks to, or how many girls call him..because you should relize at the end of the day.. you are the LAST person he calls, the LAST voice that goes through his head, the LAST number on his phone, the LAST person he thinks of be4 he goes to bed... witch ends up making you the 1ST girl he thinks about the next day...
idk about you but that makes me feel alot better about not seeing ryan all the time bczz for me i am the last person he talks to ... wow ryan i'm sry for how i have been acting lately i love you ....
well i'm out
PaIgE