Now you want to ask me why...
Well, It seems that the big month is almost over. I turned 18 and I feel absolutely the same as I did when I was 17. I got some of the most awesome things for my birthday and christmas. It was wonderful. Im enjoying winter break; Im getting a chance to contemplate some things. I realized that some of the people who bring me down really arent worth my energy. There is this one particular someone whom I figured I would be friends with forever. We just got along so well you know? The thing is she treats people like crap, all people- including me. It seems like life is a competition for her. She has to be better that everyone in every way. She even alienates people who are closer to me than her. Its like if I pay more attention to anyone else-she hates them. I realized a while back that I didnt really need or want that in my life but now I really cant even stand to look at her. That sounds harsh but she does this to so many people. She changes her group of friends every other week and then complains about how friends ditch her. Come on.So, lets hear it for the friends I love!!! Its all about Rachel, Steve, Cathy and a few other choice people. Love ya dearly! That was my rant for today. Im done. In other news, my tattoo is beautiful.