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[v8ck]

well.. i leave tomorrow at 4 or 5 in the morning. My dad and i will be traveling around 20 hours or so. Not bad in my opinion. I do driving like this all day long for a living. Granted, this is all highway driving, which is a lot better.

I hope i can enjoy my stay in Colorado. All i ask if for my mind to relax and not think about California. If i like it.. who knows.. maybe i'll decide to never come back to Cali.   Unfortunetly, i have work to continue. If i like going to Co. then i'll give my 6 week notice.  a month and a half.. ugh :(    o well.. it's work.

i don't know what to do...

I should be enjoying me life at age 21... not this...

I should be able to smile right now

I can't even hold a decent converstion.

...

i
have
       a

problem

i
can't
explain
   this
            problem

i
       do
know
that
it
     does
exist

could
    i
  regret
this
decision
    ?...

i
         don't
know
                anymore

it
          is
stupid
                   ...

yes

i'm
hurting
                              inside
               deep
                                                            within
                           my
...
                                           soul?