Friday night...nothing to do
Well, it's 6:41 on a Friday night, I have no plans. No date, no girlfriends to hang out with, no money to do anything anywayz. Kinda sucks. I'm thinking about going to the store and renting some movies. Mandee said that she and Bryon watched Red Dragon last night and it was good. I'd like to see that. I sure do miss spending time with her. I mean, I see her everyday at work, but it's still not the same. I'm thankful for that, don't get me wrong, but we used to hang out and do stuff, now whenever I mention it, she either says she'll have to ask Bryon or already has plans with Bryon. It's like there's no room for me anymore, and that really gets me. If she were to quit working at McGriff, I'd never see her. *sigh*
And, on the same topic, one of my other friends seems to always have something else planned when I want to do something. He's very involved in school, which is great and all, but it's almost too much. It's like he purposely fills his time up with school and related activities so he doesn't have to worry with his friends. It seems like everytime I want to spend time with him, he's busy. *sees a humming bird on the porch...I havent seen one of those in years* Anywayz, that's life I guess. People move on. I just feel like everyone is moving and I'm still in the slow lane trying to find someone to let me over. :-\
And, on the same topic, one of my other friends seems to always have something else planned when I want to do something. He's very involved in school, which is great and all, but it's almost too much. It's like he purposely fills his time up with school and related activities so he doesn't have to worry with his friends. It seems like everytime I want to spend time with him, he's busy. *sees a humming bird on the porch...I havent seen one of those in years* Anywayz, that's life I guess. People move on. I just feel like everyone is moving and I'm still in the slow lane trying to find someone to let me over. :-\