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why hello children. i'm at ana's... we're hungover... waiting for gary to come back from work so i can go home. ahh so last night... yea not a great night, sean pissed me off as usual. i dont know what he wants from me honestly, he doesn't want me to move on and at the same time he does't want me to wait for him or keep hurting me the way he is. he says some bullshit about how he's scared of showing me how deeply he cares for me because he's been fucked over before and he doesn't want it to happen again. boo fuckin hoo. i can't believe i'm putting myself through this ALL OVER AGAIN. god i'm so retarded and please don't comment if ur just going to say 'wow vera ur retarded' because that i know :) well i know it's love, why else would i be fighting for him this hard, it's not like me.
last night i just wanted to drink, so i hung out with gary and ana. ana and i drank some smirnoff and then went to chill with adriene, james, and some other guy whose name i have forgotten of course. we drank some beers and chilled for a few, then my stomach decided to reject the vodka, now kids, i'm never the first to puke, i haven't puked since... damn i don't even remember. but anyway, yes i puked on the lawn hahaha i felt bad. then we left. haha. slept over at ana and gary's with fuckin milo walking on me all night and barking at random hours. damn dog. i love him, he's my favorite male at the moment... except when he bites... no wait who am i kidding... i like it when they bite ;) hhahahha ew obviously i'm still hungover because i'm just "typing" out of my ass while ana is sleeping. i forgot what i was going to say... oh yes... tonight, i think we might go to this hot boy's party, but i'll see how we're feeling in a few hours. k peace out kids. be safe and have fun and don't fall for assholes who don't know what they want.
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last night i just wanted to drink, so i hung out with gary and ana. ana and i drank some smirnoff and then went to chill with adriene, james, and some other guy whose name i have forgotten of course. we drank some beers and chilled for a few, then my stomach decided to reject the vodka, now kids, i'm never the first to puke, i haven't puked since... damn i don't even remember. but anyway, yes i puked on the lawn hahaha i felt bad. then we left. haha. slept over at ana and gary's with fuckin milo walking on me all night and barking at random hours. damn dog. i love him, he's my favorite male at the moment... except when he bites... no wait who am i kidding... i like it when they bite ;) hhahahha ew obviously i'm still hungover because i'm just "typing" out of my ass while ana is sleeping. i forgot what i was going to say... oh yes... tonight, i think we might go to this hot boy's party, but i'll see how we're feeling in a few hours. k peace out kids. be safe and have fun and don't fall for assholes who don't know what they want.
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