Change

[v15u4l_3rr0r]

And I will never see the truth,
This is not a matter of my youth
I do not need anybody else
Bonds would put my mind into cells.

And I will never know I wrong
Never listen to those truely strong
I do not fear anything that's not me
Ignorance is the ultimate key

But I wouldn't want to live like this
forever. But change myself?
Never, Never!
The very thought slivers down
my spaine. I'm sure everything,
everything will be fine

I am the one who cries out at night
For somebody to change my very core
not sure why I live in ebdless fright
Doomed to love only myself
For ever more

I am the one who has no real friends,
Shallow people flocking to my banner
Always trying to make easy amends,
cherishing my own overbearing
Manner

Life - always fragile
I will never change
Love - always fleeting
I will never change

But I wouldn't want to live like this
forever. Maybe I really was too clever
But I wouldn't want to end like that
I would die lonely and incrediably sad

I will never drag myself out of this
The shadows of my past bogging me
down. Felling lost in the turmoil and crisis,
my face forver set in an endless frown

I have been hurt beyond mental repair,
thence destined to suffer eternal
damnation. No one can be there for
me to care, but without I will never
Find salvation

Lust - always empty
But I will never change
Death always tempting
But I will never change

Everything is about control
I must never slip not ever fall
Anything is possible for me
I must never doubt, and finally be free
Anf finally be free