May 09, 2005 23:20
dear boyy
i dO nOt knOw whO yOu are Or where Or when we wiill meet but i do hOpe it is soo. i pray that when we meet and fall in lOve yOu wiill lOve me fOr me and nOt hOpe fOr sOmeOne whO is thinner or prettier, i hOpe yOu wOnt cOmpare me tO girls whO have brighter smiiles, i hOpe that yOu will make me laugh, take care Of me if i get sick and be trustwOrthy. i hOpe yOu will remeber that i prefer daises to rOses and that my favOriite cOlOr changes with my mood. please knOw that my eyes arent blue they are gray with flecks Of navy. please knOw that i miight bt too shy to kiiss yOu first but please dOnt be afraid tO kiiss me. i wOnt slap Or push yOu away. im sure yOur kiissesz wiill be perfect. when we gO On a date please dOnt stress abOut where tO take me whats impOrtant is that ill be with yOu. if i cryy please knOw it isnt because Of yOu jsut hOld me clOse and ill heal quickly. and if it is becuase Of yOu ill heal jsut the same. and if we decide to break up please understand that i mayy be bitter but id like tO be yOur freind if yOull let me. i prOmise tO remeber that yOu have feelings tOO even thOugh yOull nvr admit it. and when yOu are ready well have a freindship. please tell me if anything i do bOthers yOu Or of sOmething jsut dOesnt sit riight. i wOuld lk yOu to always be hOnest with me. if i have a bad dayy i hOpe yOu wiill shOwer me with cOnfidence and smiles. i hOpe yOu dOnt think that im asking tOO much Of yOu. i hOpe yOu understand that im a little bit nerOus and very scared. i wiidh i cOuld tell yOu hOw Or when we will meet and if we will be in lOve fOrever. every relationship is a newgame
Of cards and ive nvr been good at cards. but i wiill try my best to be kind and lOve yOu dearly fOr all that yOu are withOut expecting tOO much frOm yOu. thank yOu fOr listeningthis is all i ask.
yOurs always
meee
(i lk this thing its pretty niice)