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Aha. Ha.
Bad to worse.
I mostly blame today's bad mood on being rejected by everyone around me. Whether it's the girl I used to be best friends with that won't give me the time of day now, because she's always "so busy" organizing her sock drawer and lint collection or whatever, or my boyfriend being suspiciously overjoyed that I'm not there anymore, or my dad saying "Yeah we should just get you a studio. It would be easier on everyone that way." (Am I really complaining about this? Haha. I'm just the worst, aren't I?)
Or, you know, my mother.
Seriously cannot think of a single human being who is not constantly giving me the "oh god, get it away!" actions.
Okay, lying. Boyfriend is still super sweet. But I still feel like an irritating burden. Me, with my emotions and lack of driver's license.
That, too. Hi, DMV, can you stop being such a douche? Instead of giving me 1/5 of the information I need to complete retrieving my license, can you just give me the whole fucking burrito?
*After hour long wait in line, whilst missing precious, precious studio time* "O HAI, you got the paper we asked for last time? That's awesome but you also need to get this paper from here and here. Come back tomorrow! (Except we're not open tomorrow, come back Monday! But don't count on me actually telling you this vital piece of information. :] :]! )
And guess what happens next time I come there?
Seriously by the time I actually get my license back I'll probably have been off probation for two years.
And why, oh why sweet Lord, Kami, and Vishnu up there in the heavens, does it feel like I'm not getting into Glass next year? My professor nearly hit me with a broom when I asked her about getting on the wait list.
It's not MY fault my boyfriend owes you $300, dude.
Okay, fuck this. Time to eat foul korean sushi now.
Bad to worse.
I mostly blame today's bad mood on being rejected by everyone around me. Whether it's the girl I used to be best friends with that won't give me the time of day now, because she's always "so busy" organizing her sock drawer and lint collection or whatever, or my boyfriend being suspiciously overjoyed that I'm not there anymore, or my dad saying "Yeah we should just get you a studio. It would be easier on everyone that way." (Am I really complaining about this? Haha. I'm just the worst, aren't I?)
Or, you know, my mother.
Seriously cannot think of a single human being who is not constantly giving me the "oh god, get it away!" actions.
Okay, lying. Boyfriend is still super sweet. But I still feel like an irritating burden. Me, with my emotions and lack of driver's license.
That, too. Hi, DMV, can you stop being such a douche? Instead of giving me 1/5 of the information I need to complete retrieving my license, can you just give me the whole fucking burrito?
*After hour long wait in line, whilst missing precious, precious studio time* "O HAI, you got the paper we asked for last time? That's awesome but you also need to get this paper from here and here. Come back tomorrow! (Except we're not open tomorrow, come back Monday! But don't count on me actually telling you this vital piece of information. :] :]! )
And guess what happens next time I come there?
Seriously by the time I actually get my license back I'll probably have been off probation for two years.
And why, oh why sweet Lord, Kami, and Vishnu up there in the heavens, does it feel like I'm not getting into Glass next year? My professor nearly hit me with a broom when I asked her about getting on the wait list.
It's not MY fault my boyfriend owes you $300, dude.
Okay, fuck this. Time to eat foul korean sushi now.